Confusing

Why must that person makes it harder... Why are u making me harder to hate you, and otherwise trust you? You are literally pulling the hair off my skull. You are not helping me...

OK, sorry i have been busy for a while.. basically doing nothing and goofing off. Here's a video for my absence

There are not much happening is there here? Why must life has its boredom. Does anyone has a tweeter? Tell me something, is it really worth my time? Coz i am planning to make one but too lazy too... I know Will Beck's got one, Gabe Saporta, Pete Wentz, Paris Hilton, Joel Madden, and other celebs have, but i dnt even know what it's for. 

Let's have a game of...... who's the ATL guy who's behind the Homer Simpsons mask?

I thought that it was Alex first,, and then it was Jack. Off course, only Jack would do these kinds of things.

Just for an update, I just rearrange my too-small bedroom, it looks,,, interesting, Neater than usual but OK. I was bored and thought that i need a new atmosphere so i rearrange the furniture's around. 

Maybe ill post how it looks like now, but 1st

I know im sorry i overdone it agen with the vids... BUt there's something special about this one

1227! Do u know what that is? Yup, my lucky number!! It has a looooong history but if u know all about me it will make sense, a lot of sense. Till now noone knows about the secret code of 1227.. Except 2. Ill give u a hint... I used to be a big fan of Billy Martin, the guitarist and keyboardist of Good Charlotte. Figure that one out!

Musical Brain

Some peeps came to my room to install a new air conditioner coz the old one broke. In case u dnt live in Jakarta, the sun never stop giving its love in here, sometimes a little bit too much. It even rays when it rains! It's ok, i love the sun. Anyway,, im testing it now and it's freezing! BRrrrrr.. can't wait to rest peacefully tonight and not have to toss and turn to get some cold breeze.

Guess what i am listening to? 

Sweeney Todd, the Johnny Depp one (coz i am oh so in love with him).. I just watched a school musical from my old school which made me think about our school musical.. Why not Sweeney Todd? It's perfect! Not childish, important moral values (revenge never gets you to anywhere), other high schools in America use this musical, more characters. Come on!! People of SLI, so we want to waste our time doing Annie again? Or use our time to prepare an amazing musical filled with violence and romance?

This quiz are for those music loving people. Quiz yourself if u wish!

What song are you listening right now?

Umm, A Little Priest from the Sweeney Todd musical.. haha, 

Songs you listen to when you're angry...

Miss Murder - AFI (makes me feel like her), Light Grenades - Incubus (love the song,, brings the bad energy out), Cough Syrup - The Jakes (to bring myself down, calm me)

Songs you listen when you're sad...

All the sad songs i know,, Remembering Sunday - All Time Low, After The Last Midtown Show - The Academy Is..., Between You And I - Every Avenue

Songs you listen when you're happy...

Party In Your Bedroom - Cash Cash (makes me jump around and energize), 20 Dollar Nose Bleed - Fall Out Boy (funny song), The Beach/Shameless/Come One Come All/ Let It Roll - All Time Low, Break It Out - The Rocket Summer

Songs you listen when you're sick/lethargic...

None, it gives me headaches when im sick,, maybe soft songs like Cough Syrup or a NeverShoutNever song.

Songs you listen when you're in love....

Ohh tricky one, Close To Me - The Summer Set, Sugar Rush - Cash Cash, Dare4Distance/Happy/Did It Hurt/Trouble/30Days - NeverShoutNever, Wish We Were Older - Metro Station, 

Songs dedicated to your friends....

Hmmmm,,, for my classmates it's probably a Beatles song or Elvis, I WANNA ROCK AND ROLL ALL NIGHT!!!!! coz we're all fans of them,,, Queen and Bob Marley for my bro, Tickle Me Pink and GC for my sis in Philly, and i guess that's it.

Songs dedicated to your enemy...

Haha,, this is fun. I guess it has to be.............. that one's hard. .  Can i just punish them by banning music from them for life?? I bet they suffer more that way.. (evil laugh)

Songs you can't stand listening to....

EVERY SONG THAT SCREW UP JONAS BROTHER OR ANY OTHER DISNEY PEOPLE MAKE!!!!!! Man they make me mad.!!

The most listen to song in your itunes now...

LOL, would you believe it?? Secret Valentine - We The Kings!!!!!!!!! Yaya.. second is Break It Our - The Rocket Summer, third That's What You Get - Paramore

Pretty fun thing to do when you're really bored like i am now... more quizes soon!

Hold On

Sorry about my blowout yesterday but dnt worry,, i gave enough clues to make sure that it's not u.. 

Sometimes a good invisible note to a person relieve your stress from them... no matter how angry you are,, just write these kind off letters but dnt actually send it to them. It really helps me a lot to control. 

Really awesome song.. He is multitalented.

Now to some other music news... BRING ME THE HORIZON IS COMMING TO JAKARTA!!!!!!

It's a metal band which i knew long ago... I might have mention them once here.. but i think that it was about the singer's clothing line (awesome stuff, check it out!)

This is a good thing,, though i dnt think am going to watch, because that means more "unpopular" bands are coming and we won't get bored here in this dull town.

The poster is much better than other concerts i know here... oh madd....

Any Robert Pattinson fans out there? I'm not one.. but i guess you fans will Love this!

Don't worru kiddies,, this is just a movie scene in Little Ashes,, i think im going to watch it.. just out of my curiosity.. It's sad really that big actors that came from big budget movies are often judged by the character they played in that movie.. Examples are .. Harry Potter, aka Daniel Radcliffe (how the hell am i supposed to spell that?) No one notices him in other movies,, like the one where's he's naked with the unicorn (weird sentence!).. I dnt know if Rob is gonna be as unlucky as him..

(Just like Miley Cyrus scandalous picture,, everyone knows her as the sweet innocent girl from Hannah Montana, look at her now!)

SCANDAL ALERT! SCANDAL ALERT!

Do u konw the show Jon And Kate Plus Eight? Well i do,. I watch it sometimes.. It's about an ordinary family that has a set of twins and sextuplets... anywho.. this is what happened.

Jon Gosselin, AKA the father of the famous eight kids from the docudrama "Jan and Kate Plus 8" was caught cheating and flirting with young college girls last Feb, apparently he was caught again with a mystery woman driving him home. Reports told that Jon was having a divorce.

What is up with family nowadays.? Talking about family problems,, i just figured out dark past secrets of my friends (not calling names) which surprised me. Some sed by themselves, some by others.. rumors.. flew by the air so suddenly but true, It seems too impossible to see those awful things happen to those kids. They look cheerful, happy and just normal. Nothing is how it seems. 

A Letter To A "Friend"

Tell me something, do you really think that I am that stupid? Do you really think that i would never found out about this? Liars never win, may that be a lesson. If u have a brain, u would learn that already.. apparently u don't. Listen here people at my public letter to my so called friend. Would a friend lie? I guess that one's too broad to think about so i'll find a better explanation.. Would a friend ditch you for another friend, your own brother, just so you could be the most popular kid in school? Would a friend secretly backstab you to your own brother thinking that he likes her better? Would a friend actually dare to steal a brother from you? 

Thank goodness my brother is loyal, he is honest, and he would never do anything to hurt me. Unlike you my "friend".

Consider this, you told me that you were not interested in him, but apparently six months after your friends started liking him. Praising him and just worship him. And suddenly you were in love with him? Suddenly you thought that he was YOUR brother? Can you see how stupid you are ? Listen to yourself. As if you never seen a boy EVER! Oops big clue here people. 

And then you start comparing me, ohh how desperate you are .. You think that he will EVER LISTEN TO YOU?? Especially since he is way closer to me more than he will ever with you?

Day by day, messages by messages, and none send to me. Song by song, you wrote on your phone, tell me something,, is it about him? Coz apparently a little bird told me that it was him. And how u admire him so much deeply inside and just envy me for being close to him. Too close for you. 

Answer this, who introduce you to my brother at the first place?

Who introduce you to real music at the fist place?

Who created your own dimension which you call your beau?

Who hates you?

Hippie

I just watched some scenes of Big Stan,, Jackson Rathbone's in it. I love him and i won't remember him from the Twilight saga,,, but from Big Stan.. He plays Robbie the Hippie and he is always the sex slave of everyone in jail... He looks so week there and u just have to feel bad for him. But it is funny! "I thought that he was going to fuck me!"

At the end of the movie he cut his hair and he looks incredibly hot!! I love him.

There's an almost naked scene of him,,, hahaha.. getting those,, what do you call those test at jail where they u know,, finger, anal.. Pick up the pieces.. Yes.. hahahahahaha

There's also a scene where i can't help my self for saying aww... The scene where he walked to Big Stan's table asking for help but instead Big Stan pushed his tray violently from the table then he sed,, sadly and almost like a little kid "I thought you care about me.." awwwww.. then he walked back to the two big guys that uses him as their sex slave..

Poof

Hey, it's everybody's favorite segment of..

I was roaming around Purevolume and I found:

Go Crash Audio!!! They are AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! Im not lying about this... the song "The Gift" is very upbeat and fun to dance to... Sounds like All Time Low, Cash Cash, Every Avenue...

Worth to listen to!!!!!!

They are on tour now with Kevin Rudolf together with Cash Cash and Hyper Crush..

Notice the three bands that i just mention above has the letter "c" and "sh"

A little life lesson

the best lesson ive learned is to never trust people.

Today was the first day of the cup and it was tiring,, yes i was only a first aider but i dd other things too. Like:

1. Run to get the air condition on for the crew room

2. Ran downstairs to look for janitors to bring up chairs

3. Came back and shoo all the other students from outer schools to get out of the crew room

4. Ran downstairs to make a sign for the crew room (plus turn on the air condition agen coz idk how the students turned it off)

5. Enjoy the show

-------- Show starts ----------

6. Mid of show: help with the scoreboard during the basketball tournament (actually it wasn't much of a work, i only gave out the scores)

7. Some one got hurt, ran to the crew room to get the first aid box

8. Found out that the box was missing

9. Ran downstairs to the clinic to claim back the box

10. Found out there's no box in the clinic and no supplies

11. Ran upstairs to look for people who knows where it is

12. Finally found it carried by my teacher and she was inside the room where i was all along

13. Walk to the other side of the court, where the players were, and gave the medicine or watevr

14. Went back

It was TIRING... tomm is yet another day for the cup. Wee, i cnt wait. 

PS. Congrats to SLI dancers coz they made it to the finals!!