:'(

Now that its two more days till im gone,, i can feel how much im going to miss everything and everyone in this place :(
I dont feel excited anymore,, but i should shouldn't I? I mean its college, possibly the funnest times in our youth! Idk ,, i dnt really know what to expect...

Funniest. Commercial. EVER!

Final Countdown

Yes, three more days till im gone.. BUt somehow its weird that i dont feel sad.. Idk
Yea i was upset yesterday with my friend,, but i cn still forgave her and all.. So don't take the letter as a I-wish-youre-dead letter. its not,, its a reality check but anywho i didn't write any names so it could be just anyone..


Idk why im not sad, im not excited,, i guess i stopped feeling those because the last few weeks i used up all those feelings and now when its like the last few days before i go, i feel neutral. u get what i mean? Anyway im going to the doctors now to see my TB test results then im off to a friends house.

OH BTW,, the pope sez its ok to use condoms now,, i didn't even know that birth control a sin!

A Letter To A "Friend" (part 2)

A long time ago i made a letter to a friend and this is part two,, its still the same "friend".. Here we go:


I thought you were better,, i thought that with a man in your life,, you will act more mature and more considerate to your other friends (coz apparently there are more victims) but i guess not.. I can't say how much you hurt me,, telling horrid stories about me to your friends and even to my associates that make me sound like a bitch,, those stories weren't meant to be to be spread like wildfire,, those stories i told you long ago was a SECRET,, a secret on which i thought you were capable enough to keep. And i was wrong,, you just have to tell em to people and for what? im sure that hurting me was not enough,, you used those stories to get attention from your friends didn't u? Oh yeahh,, those times when you talked about your school friend who you thought was a horr,, well guess what? Surprise! I know her now,, and she told me how you hurt her also,, you were just exaggerating stories like the way you exaggerate mine.. Hey,, we're teenagers,, we do stupid stuff and tell some trustable friends what we did,, we didn't tell them so we sound cool, we tell them because we felt sometimes guilty and needed to get the burden out of our chest.. Get it? I made a mistake telling you everything.. Oh yeah,, and sometimes the way you always need to compete with friends on how many guys are falling head over heels for you? Yeah.. i kno,, u can deny that but deep inside its true now isn't it? Also the way u backstab our friend, OUR FRIEND was just uncall for,, she didn't do anything wrong to u and she's the one who keeps reminding me afterall ure our friend,, but that was just LOW, backstabbing her to her own friend,, (wow reminds me too much about my bro story).. BTW i know hoe proud u r to have a bf now,, but a people in relationship sould be mature,, and the times u sed u love him i doubt u have real deep feelings,, coz reality check,, people in relationships dnt say i love u the split seccond theyre together.. Oh and about the guy "that keeps texting u n annoys u" ,, yeah here's a suggestion STOP ACKNOWLEDGING HIM.. geez

But anyway,, im sure u could change,, inside u there's a good person but its being hidden by ur bad side.. I just hope u could change, i dnt hate u,, u made me mad a lot but i wont give up on u.. Please change ur bad behavior coz believe me when i say this u had hurt a lot of people and idk if u realized it,, and at the end it might hurt u too. So please, STOP

Snap

Yes new header! About time!! haha i really like it even though it was actualy not that hard to make,, :) proud of my amateur illustrator sill :D

Well, 5 more days till im moving :(( Its both a sad and happy thing,, i mean im really excited for college and all the experience,, but then again im leaving my close friends and family,, so its bitter sweet,, but everyone has to face them.. And im sure ill do fine :) gotta be confident

A few things:
- i did my TB test, it hurt a bit but i didn't say a word.. :D it usually took me forever to be put in a situation where a needle would be,, but this time its different!! :D
- The maths i have to study for my placement test,, nada,, as in i know NADA anything about it! ughrrrr
- I don't have to take flu shots woohoo!!!

Anyway,, i hope u guys had a good week,, coz after this week, mine wont be the same again

meh

i got bored,, this is for my twitter avatar.. lol

The story of...

Sorry boys but you have to admit that Walt Disney has a way to make an experience of bleeding from your vagina (or vajayjay as my friend would call it) into something beautiful lol

Actually some of the tips they said was actually very helpful!

Birthday

good charlotte "like it's her birthday" from benji madden on Vimeo.

Ok first of all, I love this band with all my heart,, but what i just watched was a bit different than the other videos they did,, well i don't know,, sometimes i get a feeling that this band has a tendency to follow whichever was hot in the music scene lately ,, sometimes the word "unoriginal" and "inconsistent" comes to mind, and that was my honest comment. And this video helped it,, well in their case i can see how hard it is to survive in the music scene after being in it for more than a decade,, i mean music change a lot. But, i just wished they could also bring their old self to,, you know be themselves.. I know they're currently friends with people from bands like ATL, and those kinda bands,, which kinda influence them,, but i can totally see a pattern,, when they were in the second album they were hanging out with Simple Plan, third album started hanging out with MCR, fourth hanging out with Avenge which explains the dark outfits (which i still hate and happy that they're staring to fade) so yeahh,, ive been listening to these guys since i was 8, so i still love them to bits,, but theyve changed,, and it might take a while for me to get used to it,,,


BTW the songs ARE quite catchy, but a bit diff thats all

Clever

Very clever :P

Very annoying thing happened today, today was supposed to be the day I'm getting my student visa to USA, so in the morning I went to the embassy, ready and prepared with all the documents and forms,, the line was really short and there was not a lot of people came,, so it was a good day to get a VISA when i came in the first problem pops out, my type of form are unusable since this May and NOBODY TOLD US. So we went to Sabang road and searched for an internet cafe and asked the dude for the new form, the guy helped us and fill our form for about an hour! I typed faster than he does -.- anyway, the last step was to upload my picture,, but the link is broken and even after million of tries, it still failed, but the guy sed that without the picture was acceptable anyway. When the guy want to preview and print the form, the website wouldn't allow us, So yeah, a string of craptastic events, so now we postponed our date to tomorrow, hopefully nothing happens tomorrow (amen)

But the good news is I got my driver's license :D :D :D and today was my first drive without parents! Just my driver, and i did good! noone even noticed i was an amateur :D :D

So at the end, it was an ok day

FUCKING AMAZING!

Oh Ozzy, can't agree to you more "HE's FUCKING AMAZINGG!!"
Imagine a 7 year old with that much talent? ANd lucky him for being able to play with his fave rocker!

TB

OH My GOSH

I just found out that I need to take a TB test before leaving to college, At first i freaked out like ahhh needle! But i calmed down a bit remembering when i got dengue fever and i have to get blood test almost daily, and it didn't really hurt, then i see videos on youtube about people getting it, it barely goes in, just the skin part, which made me feel better coz in the commernts people sed it barely feels like anything..

Like this video:



Yupp,, oh plus. My mum made me take FLU SHOTS! before leaving,, which is uncall for.. But im getting it at the kids place where they provide "baby" needles instead of the usual long ones.. Which brings me to this, isn't it better to just replace all needles to tiny needles? Is there even a difference?

Hope

Cute stories about kids, just a lil something to smile about,

Yesterday, my boyfriend and I went on the ferris wheel at a festival, and my boyfriend is terrified of heights.

We were sharing a carriage with a father and daughter. The little girl held my boyfriend's hand the whole way, assuring him that nothing bad would happen.

Her fearlessness GMH.

I have an autistic little brother.

One day, we were walking down the street when he saw a little girl. The little girl was sobbing because she fell off her bike and scraped her knee.

Without a word, my little brother walked up to her, kissed her cheek, and hugged her.

Innocent Kids GMH.

My nephew and I was participating in a walk for Juvenile Diabetes.

Halfway through the walk, the members handed out bananas and water.

As I was grabbing my water, I turned to see my nephew hand his banana to a homeless woman.

I'm so proud of him. He GMH.

I was coming out of a store when a woman called me a bad name.

My 4 yr old son walked up to her and asked for a hug. She looked taken aback and asked him why.

He said " my mama says to love those who hurt us because they're hurting too." He hugged her leg and walked back to me.

My little boy GMH

Adorable kids made my day :))

I got my own share of adorable story starring my mum's ex teacher's daughter. Here it goes:

Her brother goes to my school which means everyday i have to drop him to my mum's school. On the first day I dropped him off his 4 year old sister ran to us and gave me a big hug. It came to a surprise to me coz i barely knew her, it became an everyday thing. On the day before they move back to their hometown in LA, she came to me, gave me the biggest hug, bat her gorgeous blue eyes and kiss me on the cheek. Then she put a fish sticker on my hand and said it was a present for me. When she left my mum's assistant told me she thought of me as a big sister. My heart just melt. I miss you Haylie <3

PS. The fish sticker still sticks on my working desk, and soon I will bring it to SF with me.

Pelvic Thrust

Glee just released their new songs for the rocky horror special!! Love the time warp! So energizing and just plain great! People should really consider the original too though, its great!



COMPARE

Sweet

Congratulations to Paul Thomas and Maya Rudolph on their gorgeous baby girl!!

Adorable!! And I didn't even know they were expecting! Total surprised when i saw the tweet from Billy saying theyre gonna visit "Paul's bundle of joy" My jaw dropped.

Baby Willow was born on 5th Oct 2010, at 8:08 Pm weighing a healthy 6.6 pounds.

:D So happy for them!!!

Chinatown

Double post..


Ok love the song and all but errr what??

This Century

FINALY! Im going to talk about music! Yayy,,

well ive been roaming around youtube finding good music and then this band hits me..

THIS CENTURY!!

They are really good! currently on tour with Hey monday, the ready set, n others.. Reminds me like The Maine, ATL, Rocket Summer, The Summer Set and those kinda bands.. Just a good pop punk band very enjoyable during a long drive in a car.

My fave tracks:

Hopefully romantic

To Love and Back

No way out

Drooling over the tracks now!

Updates of my life: My earphones broken!! Grrr, the usual white ones they give free with the ipod >:-( I can't live without music so now im using my lil sis' and the sound quality's crap :(

I just came back from my old school actually, went to visit and help them with their UN day, which at the end of the day their presentation got cancelled, so i helped them decorate instead.

Had fun with it too and i really miss school and ill be missing it more when i leave next month

:( :( :( :( :(

Three

Cool article taken from OMG facts.

A couple’s three children were born on 8/8/08, 9/9/09, and 10/10/10.

Chad and Barbie Soper of Rockford, MI somehow managed this seemingly impossible feat! Their daughter Chloe was born on August 8th, 2008, son Cameron on September 9, 2009, and younger daughter Caerra just recently on October 10th, 2010.

When asked if they would try for 11/11/11, Mrs. Soper responded, “Definitely no. We wanted three and I’m glad we have that.

A news story about the Sopers, as well as a picture of their family here.

AAU

Its probably safe to say that I am going to AAU now, well im not accepted but i am that close, all i need to do is join IELTS, get a good score and Ill be accepted. AAU is probably one of the most famous art school in the world. You can always see the red flag everywhere in San Fransisco and to be honest Im quite proud if i made it there. So wish me luck and hopefully I'll be accepted.

PRIMARY GOALS:

- Pass IELTS with great scores (or at least a 7)

- Learn how to drive

- Get better in Illustrator and Photoshop

Oh yeah i forgot to mention that now i m quite familiar to illustrator. Its not that hard afterall :))

Oh Don!

Really?

"Sue avoids red nail polish because it'll draw attention to her chubby hands!"

The Meaning Of WIN

Um awesome? Imagine waking up in the morning in THAT view. I wonder if they would built these kinds of houses in the future when all the earth is covered with water? Hmmm...

Courtesy of this awesome website.

The old the new

If you had a chance to live in an era which would it be?

For me i am really interested in the past era, you know the 40s and 50s ,,

Have you ever seen a commercial that came from those eras? Did you see how the commercial made it seem like they live a simple sensible life? well it turns out life is more complicated those times, despite facing wars and things, they fought money problems too. And also i learned commercials then could lie a lot too and people would actually buy it.

I love vintage things, i always found treasures in my grandparents house that's older than 100 years old. Including a ming china vase, porcelain dolls, old cameras, albums, books, even a handcuff.

As a bonus, here's an list from a hoe econs book telling girls then (1950s) how to prepare marriage life:

1. Have dinner ready: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time.

This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him, and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when they come home and the prospects of a good meal are part of the warm welcome needed.

2. Prepare yourself: Take 15 minutes to rest so you will be refreshed when he arrives. Touch up your make-up, put a ribbon in your hair and be fresh looking.
He has just been with a lot of work- weary people. Be a little gay and a little more interesting. His boring day may need a lift.

3. Clear away the clutter. Make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband arrives, gathering up school books, toys, paper, etc. Then run a dust cloth over the tables.
Your husband will feel he has reached a haven of rest and order, and it will give you a lift, too.

4. Prepare the children: Take a few minutes to wash the children's hands and faces if they are small, comb their hair, and if necessary, change their clothes.
They are little treasures and he would like to see them playing the part.

5. Minimize the noise: At the time of his arrival, eliminate all noise of washer, dryer, dishwasher or vacuum. Try to encourage the children to be quiet.
Be happy to see him. Greet him with a warm smile and be glad to see him.

6. Things to avoid: Don't greet him with problems or complaints. Don't complain if he's late for dinner.
Count this as minor compared with what he might have gone through that day.

7. Make him comfortable: Have him lean back in a comfortable chair or suggest he lie down in the bedroom. Have a cool or warm drink ready for him. Arrange his pillow and offer to take off his shoes.
Speak in a low, soft, soothing and pleasant voice. Allow him to relax and unwind.

8. Listen to him: You may have a dozen things to tell him, but the moment of his arrival is not the time. Let him talk first.

9. Make the evening his: Never complain if he does not take you out to dinner or to other places of entertainment; instead, try to understand his world of strain and pressure, his need to be home and relax.

10. The goal: Try to make your home a place of peace and order where your husband can relax.