I'm a fucking idiot, and this song explains it all

Cover it up
And keep a distance
The anger that burns inside of me
Won't put up with all
Your flaws and mistakes
Or how you take it out on me

Keep telling yourself
That I was wrong here
Believe all the lies he fed to you
'Cause girl if you wanted something sincere
I know that he'll never pull through

Waiting for the day you turn yourself around
Can't stop feeling the things I feel
Locked into something so surreal
You have me going crazy
Have it all wrong
If you think you can walk out on me

You said you're in love
And can't describe it
But has it ever occurred to you
While you're asleep alone in your bed
He's out all night with someone new

Waiting for the day you turn yourself around
Can't stop feeling the things I feel
Locked into something so surreal
You have me going crazy
Have it all wrong
If you think you can walk out on me

Waiting for the day you turn yourself around
Can't stop feeling the things I feel
Locked into something so surreal
You have me going crazy
Have it all wrong
If you think you can walk out on me

Can't stop feeling the things I feel
Locked into something so surreal
You have me going crazy
Have it all wrong
If you think you can walk out on me




Scary how accurate this is to my life..
BTW. The "you" is me

Sorry

Sorry i cnt b able to update a lot.. My personal life has been pretty hectic. So please understand dat i wont b able to blog a lot. Ok so last week i went to AAR concert. Highlights: lining up since 2 o clock, being asked to go back at the end of the line agen coz we haven't got a body chck, my cuz finghting wth a cop in front of hubdreds of people,getting to be fourth row on the right, singing our national anthem wth the lead singer, real concert lead singer topless, my friends carried me, the singer state a poem they made abt our country and how peeps should not be afraid to come! BEST EFFING CONCERT yet!

Let's Get Wasted!

Oh the end of cobra cam. Whenever ill get drunk ill always remember them. Hahaha,, Anyway who got hot mess???? I do!! AND ITS FUCKING AWESOME!! IF YOU LOVE YOUR EARS YOU MUST GET HOT MESS!! HAHAHAHA

Big

"Someone who's more Edward Cullen and not so Pete Wentz"

"I only had sex with a guy one time! Would let it go??"

Hahaha,, im supposed to read Scarlet Letter and i was supposed to b done by now but again the internet distracted me.. I'm confused now coz idk if i should go to AAR or nt,, im not a Huge fan but its been a while since ive been to a concert.. but then again, it is a not so good time for a concert here.. With the political issues and bomb threats we've been having. Hmm, i think am a 70% yes and 30% No. Ill get back to that later, for now i really should start the Scarlet Letter now.

Guinea Pigs

LMAO,, haha that is some papercut! The guinea pig is soo cute! I think that this might be better than the actual movie! hahaha.. Twitter's down for some reason.. And im still down with the flu,, i think that this is the longest time i had flu before,, usually it'll get better in a week tops! hahaha oh well,

So not much news except that i might be going to All American Rejects concert,, they're ok but the only reason i wanna go is that i haven't been in a concert for a while, My last one was Patd,, and ironically they'll be playing @ 17th of August,, which was the day patd performed too.. Which is our independence day,, Isn't it weird that after the independence show patd broke up? What happens if AAR broke up after the independence day show too?? Hmm, the curse of Our Independence day...

Scarlet

Oh jackson, even with crazy messy hair, nerdy glasses and a beard you still manage to look incredibly gorgeous!

I am reading Scarlet Letter for school now, no offense to classics, but this is the most boring book ever. Seriously. Well i might b too early to judge since i only read for a page haha but seriously.. Urhghg.. And we have to read through till chapter 9 which is half of the book already! Grr,, wait next month,, we're reading Shakespere Henry IV!!

LOL ing

Surely everyone has seen this rite?

Hmm, it gives me inspiration to my own wedding. Hahaha, i wonder what song i want while dancing down the isle?? So far there r no impnt updates except, An Indonesian brand has made it to AP magazine!!! It's a jeans brand (i think) and its called Peter Says Denim.. Go check their myspace..

Weekends

i miss cobra cam! 

haha, Poor Gregory..

I am right now having a really really bad flu.. Been sick since Thursday and it sucks,, If  ure wondering if its h1n1,, i dnt really care... My teacher sed its just normal flu anyway and im getting much better. Haha

In fact, i just got home from watching Up! The new disney movie,, it was funny yet touching. So far it is my favorite pixar movie,, besides Toy Story.

Ok , so i heard this news this other day via wikipedia.. I was bored and i started googling people and i just found out.. GABE SAPORTA IS DATING AN INDONESIAN NATIVE???! I dnt kno i it's true or not but it's all bittersweet to me,, in one hand, Oh how awesome! An indonesian! On the other, IF he is dating one, why cnt he play shows here??? But it's still a rumor and he hasn;t sed anything yet...