P.S

My friends told me that there is gonna be a bomb happening in my town Jakarta. We're not sure when but we know why it is... Not gonna state the reason.. But yeah.. for those peeps living here, be sure to keep your eyes open.

mother nature

Mother nature's been biting my bum now.. Its such a disappointment, but who am i to say? I don't control the world unlike those material girls who think they do.. Ive been given a homework, i was supposed to think of my personal mission statement, its some kind off a goal.. I really haven't thought about my future for a while.. I always thought am gonna be in an art production or a merchandiser for a band. I have no Plan B, which makes me wonder sometimes..
TAI tv episode 22, season 3 (and yes, am a fueled by ramen geek)

rainy afternoons

Today is such a boring day. I woke up and saw a gloomy gray sky and thought, today is gonna be a beautiful day! Got a shower, get breakfast and went to skull. Well, things are not what you tend to be.. that was probably one of the most longest and dullest day of my life.. Just got back home,, still have that nail now.. as i said am not those kind off people that can just easily forget problems. U can call me paranoid. Just saw this kull video of PATD.. Its almost Halloween!

cry baby

posting again,, its 7pm and am too bored to do anything but blog.. guess my problems fading away.. but like a stack of dominoes, from one problem came another one.. and another.. and another... Not just any dominoes, each stack will just fall into a bigger domino. Well, what kind of life am I living if there are no dominoes.. just dices. That wont be right.... Today was an ok day actually,, its just my paranoid talking which just keeps making those simple pleasure hard to enjoy.. Sometimes things are just not what u tend it would be and u cnt controll it. I learnt that i guess its just up to us to change the way luck goes around.. If u keep a positive attitude instead of being a pessimistic idiot like me ,, well u might just be the luckiest fool ever..

Monday Fever

Why are Mondays always depressing?

Jennifer Hudson's mother was murdered, McCain's getting to close to beat Obama and the world economy status is not getting any better. Problem's are always just around the corner each day now. Right now im facing a problem. A Big one. And i just don't know what am gonna do to stop this sickness. This problem is like a leech, a nail pressed against my brain, every time I think about it, it hurts more.. Sure,, some of you thought that I should not think about it.. get myself busy and forget all the bad things.. Do you really think that's easy?? I tried, oh i tried. Am trying to make myself busy by watching millions of comedies and distract myself by googling other people.. Believe me, everytime i look at those things it all remind me of my problem. The nail is getting deeper now and it hurts more than you could ever imagine.. I wish that theres someone out there who can just pull that damn nail out of my head now coz its giving me a headache..






Why are Mondays so depressing?
Maybe its just me...